Thursday, September 11, 2014

Oh BABY...

Today was a whirl wind of emotions for me. I had a busy day ahead of me. Girls both had school, helped a friend, dance for the girls, and my doctor appointment. My left calf is so sore due to constant middle of the night cramps, so walking is even more painful and awkward. Eric left work to meet me at the doctor's and to take the girls to dance. I first had the ultrasound to check to see where the placenta was and the tech wasn't sure so she did a trans-vaginal to get an accurate picture. It is a complete previa. So I finished up with her and then met with my doctor. We had a very good talk. He said wit this that we will be doing the C section at 37-38 weeks along to avoid bleeding and natural labor. I also need to get steroid shots (in the bum) to help with the baby's lung development to go quicker because we will be taking him early. Getting another baby here has been such a trial for me and I just am at my wits end. Getting this news today made me miss and NEED my mom and dad. As it gets closer the more emotional I am getting. I just want everything to be easy, but that isn't how life is meant to be. I know everything will be fine.

Sunday, September 7, 2014

Testimony Time

Avery and Remi amazed me today and brought tears to my eyes. Both girls, on their own, went up and bore their testimonies today for the very first time. I love seeing the girls they are turning into. FHE pays off!

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

It Happened....

It happened. My baby went off to her first day of Preschool today. She just kept saying, " I yo exyited Mom." One day those "S"s will be said correctly. She looked so grown up today and kept asking me if it was time to go. She did great. No tears from her, but when I got in the car, tears from me. I am home now and it is empty for an hour and 15 minutes. It is way quiet. Weird. But it won't last long. I am falling in love more and more with being a mother and I am so grateful for the wonderful girls Heavenly Father has trusted me with. The trials Eric and I have gone through really make us grateful for what we have and not to take them for granted. Now to just get our little miracle, Riggins, here...