26 years.... Really

So tomorrow I turn the big 26! Wow, I am feeling older now. I think back at my life and look at where I am now and I have been truly blessed. But now that I am a wife and mother nothing really seems to be for me. I don't know how to explain it, but everything I do I do for Eric, Avery and soon to be Remi. I never do anything for me anymore. Kind of sad I know. Sometimes I wish I could go back to being a little girl and have my Mom and Dad take care of me. They still do, but its different as an adult and on your own. I just wish sometimes I could have them hold me and take care of me when I am sick and things like that. I guess that disappears when you get married and have kids, because they need to have that role from you. I don't even know why I am writing this. Maybe it is because I am sick and have 4 weeks left til Remi is here and I am just tired of everything right now. But I can't complain, I have a job, a home, a GREAT husband, and a beautiful daughter. So I guess Happy Birthday to me and keep bringing the Birthdays because I can handle it.